put it in your pocket.

i avoid talking on the phone at all costs.
my gas light is always on.
i view the world in color blocks.
if i don't want to listen what you're saying i'll pick out the beat of your voice.
i usually formulate my thoughts into prose.
i have lists of expectations and dreams.
     reality continues to intervene.
i don't think i'll ever get old.
i'm completely in love with my new school.
i am slowly weeding out the people that don't belong in my life garden.
     and planting people that do.
     and watering people and friendships that need a little tending to.
i've googled&contacted overseas adoption agencies.
     [these locations are part of the secret i'm keeping to myself.]
i have a huge fear of not being able to write the multitude of books i have stored in my head.
i am insanely jealous of the girl that pat monahan wrote marry me about.
     seriously some of the most beautiful lyrics i've ever heard.
i want to walk away from a conversation and be fulfilled.
i want to change the world,
     but mostly i want to be different from it.